Have to be strong!. Got to be strong, for you, for me…for the world peace?. Can’t burst into tears, there is no time for that. I’m falling into pieces, can’t let you notice I’m feeling like this. Smile, I say to myself, put a good face, nobody has to know the black hole that is swallowing you up.
Nobody can help, It’s just me. There are bigger problems in the world to solve to which I don’t have a clue of how it can be done. That’s it!, I don’t have a clue about anything. Feeling so lost, but I can’t let you know.
What can you do?, Why should I worry you with something that is only me?. Have to be strong, keep going trough the motions. I’m not a damsel on distress needing to be rescue!.
I don’t want to be on your way, because I love you, I don’t want to cause you distress. But the thing is that ,I’m a bad at lying, and you can see through my disguise. Can let you know, that I know, if I do…
I have to be strong, let me be, for you and me. I’ll find my way, I know you love me too. This battle inside myself should be won by myself against the monsters in my head. I promise I won’t loose, I know I can win.